Its oh so quiet Shh Shh

[kibakiba]

Marnie, I know how it feels to be like that... You'll be happy if you force yourself to go. Even if you feel like there is no point. I feel like I cant do anything at all sometimes but doing my drills or yoga lifts the mood better.. And as long as I know that I at least put a little half ***ed effort into yoga for 5 minutes.. It helps.

Lack of sleep is preventing me from doing my drills now, though... But, I slept from 10 am to 4 and I feel kind of nice... But still groggy. I don't think I'll ever have a normal sleeping schedule. I'm too crazy.

[EasternGirl]

Well thanks, Chantel...I appreciate the help. I'm off to crazy camp now. I had about 2 hours of sleep last night...just couldn't sleep...so the day ought to be interesting. I'll probably start snoring during group therapy....

[kerensa]

what is crazy camp, if I can ask?

[kimbosaur]

Sitting in Contemporary American Literature right now... zzzZZZ

[EasternGirl]

Crazy camp is my funny way of describing a day program at the psych hospital that is supposed to be for people with depression, anxiety...life problems. It used to be for people that weren't dysfunctional enough to be inpatient at the hospital....but let me tell you things have changed. I got there yesterday and it was wall to wall filled with the looniest of the loonies. People in full-blown schizophrenic episodes talking to people that weren't there and swatting at imaginary things in the air...preaching about Jesus and Buddha because they believe themselves to be prophets or actually God themselves, one guy who did one too many hits of LSD and thinks he is Jesus....OMG! You couldn't concentrate in group therapy because of Jesus interrupting and talking about "the linear dimensions of the universe consuming us as a whole"....I made three friends...the only other sane people in the program...and two of them are guys that I think are competing on who will stalk me first. I'm going back today but if it is like it was yesterday...I am going to tell them that I will not be back and that I am cured because seeing all of the people in there proved to me that I am perfectly sane and doing well and obviously can recover from my depression on my own!

[EasternGirl]

Speaking of which..I am off to crazy camp for the day...have a good day everyone! Perhaps I will have some interesting and funny stories to tell when I return home.

[kerensa]

OMG! That sounds absolutely appalling! The last thing you need is a stalker. I hope it improoves...

[guidofatherof5]

I just learned that my daughter's(Emmyjo) first year of college is paid for. Thank goodness for Pell Grants and scholarships.
I'm a proud and happy dad.

[mikem]

Very awesome! Congrats to you and your daughter

[ProXimuS]

Awesome! Congratulations to you both