Trust me, there is worse than Cuddles. Angel made me sit there and suffer for 3 months... I offered her food every day that I could (it gets expensive eventually) and she still wouldn't eat to save her life. I didn't want to put her down because of that small little chance that she might just start eating. You'd have to remember the consequences of having these little bundles of happiness... You have to be able to live with knowing that their life rests in your hands, and whatever you choose to do with them, affects their life and development.